ZDT among other things

i have spent the last 24 hours watching Zero Dark Thirty on repeat. ya'll...this movie is incredible. Jessica Chastain deserves every bit of acclaim she received for this movie. 

not to mention, there are some fine ass men in this film. yummy yum yum. 

so, i've also been trying to eat more like a human and less like a bear entering hibernation. with taking time off from work, i've been able to try out some new recipes! confession: cooking freaks me out. if there are more than 5 ingredients, i lose my shit.  i really envy people who love to cook. i look at people like Natalie from Designer Bags & Dirty Diapers, Joceyln from Saucy Jocey's Kitchen, and my Dad with googly eyes. They love to cook (oh, and they're good at it!). I love to pretend to cook. 

so here are some i've tried so far:

Crock Pot Fried Rice:

see the full recipe here:  http://crockpot365.blogspot.com/2008/05/crockpot-fried-rice-recipe.html

i've decided that other than using it to marinate chicken, im retiring my crock pot. i never end up liking the recipes. this is another example of a failed recipe. i tossed the whole thing. (i should mention i didn't follow the directions exactly. i have enough rules in my life. im not following a recipe too!) 

Roasted Garlic Pasta Salad:

full recipe here: http://budgetbytes.blogspot.com/2012/05/roasted-garlic-pasta-salad-853-recipe.html

i actually didn't mind this one. i don't think ill end up making it again, but i ate it as a side dish for 3 days. i didn't actually use any of the garlic, because well, i forgot to buy it. i had to add a good bit of salt, pepper, and cheese to really enjoy it, so that will be my main reason for not re-making it. 

side note: beth at budget bytes does some really cool dishes! they are also super affordable, so i recommend ya'll checking her blog out. i feel like it would be great for a family. 

Coffee Frappuccino Protein Shake

I couldn't find the original source of this, so i just copied and pasted what the pin said: 1 packet of Starbucks Via instant coffee, 1 scoop of vanilla or chocolate protein powder , 8oz vanilla almond milk, 

8-9 ice cubes. Blend.

i really enjoyed this! i'm drinking it as we speak actually! 

these, along with my future recipes, are on my pinterest boards. 

find me here: http://pinterest.com/rachelaamy/

ok. i'm off to Target. my parents are buying me adirondack chairs for easter! i cant wait to have a pretty patio area! 

*i also do not know why the above is in black and the rest is in pink. just rollin' with the punches, ya'll.  

weekly wrap up

whew, this week was a week! 

Sundays always make me feel like i can totally start fresh. I try to get my coupons cut, my meals planned, and some type of chore accomplished. 

a few tid-bits from this week:

I updated my upstairs vanity top. you guys, i am a beauty sample a.d.d.i.c.t. anytime you want to try any product, chances are, i have a sample of it. they make me so happy. 

speaking of happy things, i finally tried butter by london nail polish. this is the true effect of reading blogs. never have i ever spent $15 on a bottle of nail polish. (or would've!... before reading blogs) look, if everyone else is doing it, i am most definitely going to try. this stuff does not disappoint! it lasted for 3-4 days without a top coat or base coat. 

this is how we do chores, talulah grace on my hips. who needs a toddler? i kid you not, i unloaded dishes, cooked rice, and made coffee all while carrying this little chunk chunk.

Sarah and i went for an afternoon walk last friday; we were so proud of ourselves for skipping happy hour to walk....only to end up at the bar. typical. talulah loved being outside. the world is her oyster. 

last weekend, i attended the junior league's whale of a sale! we had a great time other than the crowds. the amy family does not do crowds. 

see? two posts in a week! stick with me, i'm gettin' there.

learning

you guys, i suck.

i really wish blogging was on the top of my priority list, or for that matter, even on one of my lists.

i love writing, and i do feel like i have a voice, but shit! balancing life + work is hard! --by balance, i mean, coming home from work and managing to get 4 day old laundry folded--blogging falls to the wayside. then i see women with three kids under the age of 4 managing to write five days/week. oh, and did i mention? they are amazing posts! so, then i think, "girl, you have a dog. get over yourself." 

i used to hate when women complained about their 20's. i've been in the midst of them for 4 years, from what i saw, i had no complaints...until now.  20-23 is not your 20's. you're still in college, you just legally entered the drinking land, you are making your own money (or you should be! i'm looking at you, over privileged white people), the world is your oyster. 

...and then you hit 24. hangovers arent fun anymore, more than one of your friends are pregnant, married, home owners, making more money than you, or in a long term relationship. if i go a week without some type of meltdown, i'm content. 

i guess i should be thankful for my mid-twenties. i'm learning what i will and will not settle for, i'm learning that a dusty house is not a happy house; i'm learning that it is worth it to hang out with my dad once a week. i'm learning that in order to be the woman i want to be, i really will have to find time to go to the gym. i'm learning that the world is not ending, i do not need that final bite of chick fil a. 

most importantly, im learning that everything does not have to be exactly as it should; no phase of life lasts forever. there will come a time when i end a month with more than $5 in my bank account (but for now, at least its in the positive, mom!!) . there will be a time where i learn (and appreciate) the importance of cooking, gardening, and how to fold a fitted sheet. 

bottom line, im learning. im okay with not having my shit totally together. 

heres to trying..

this has no relevance, but it made me happy :)